hello lovely readers

i do not know what's wrong with blogger, cannot upload my picture . irritating .
and yeah , I've deleted all my older post . There's alto of memories sweet and bitter ones . Is not that i wanna forget everything but i want to forget certain part of it . i want to delete this blog away as I'm already inactive but i do want to because this blog has been part of my diary which I've been keeping it since last year . life has been great with all the love ones around, working has made me busy and if I'm not working I'll spent time more outside, I've not been home regularly if i do i will went back to dad house which made my mum thinks that i do not like her and do not like staying at her house. i just got a text message from her just now saying that i do not like staying at home and stuff , i feel terrible and sad reading all her messages, i really really feel bad . It's not that i do not like staying at home but that's nothing that i can do at home . if i were to stay at home for too long is all the scolding that i will get, my grandma will often make me pissed off with all her nagging, i cant be rude to her. i know . i did not replied mum text message i do not know what to tell her . i'll just ignore her text message, by replying her can make me burst into tears . i do not want her to think that i hate her , because i do not . she's a great mum which has been by my side at all time when i had problems . by the way just now, end work at 5pm , i just went off didnt take my staff meal, haha . what a wasted, i'm tired of waiting . haha . went to pasir ris to meet my family and yeah i've already activate my ite ezlink card ! haha . okay , stop it . tomorow will be going out with syahid after work. okay , till here . i need to wake up early tomorow . gdnyte . (: