my heart is still boilling with feelings of anger , i'm not throwing tantrum at you nor i'm being mean . Actually i pun tk smpai hati nak buat you macam gini, this is just not me to treat you this way , but you made me to. i'm hurt with what you've said. okay see. i know i'm in the wrong but cant you just speak in a nicer way? a way where you couldnt hurt me . a way which i'll take note and make me more understandable. okay . i nie terlalu kongkong u, i know for the facts that you have family and friends . but listen here without you who the hell i'm gonna be with ? if you read this this , all i'm going to say you is i'm sorry for doing this to you , but i think i needa little change between things. i'm sorry.