I'm not as super happy and cheerful as i was before, I've lost 3 friends in just two particular days. firstly was my classmate firdaus, i didn't expect because of an picture could make us lost our friendship and worst not even talking at all right now, he wouldn't even say hi or reply my "hi" to him. he ignore me totally and there's no more jokes or laughter in class. a picture we took in class during our pie phase test, it was quite was closed and my boyfriend just cant accept it . fine, i understand boyfriend feelings and must took care of his heart furthermore like he said that i must obey his rules.
i had a guy best friend for 10years and everything is gone now, its all started from an stupid post in face book "heartbroken" i do not want to elaborate further, but somehow my boyfriend just doesnt like the way you had commented and after all this thing had happened you told me to choose either you or my bf ? you said that i do not know what a bestfriend means but if you were to think enough or better if you were a real bestfriend you wouldnt asked me to choose and make things difficult for me. you're not always there for me whenever i needed any help. therefore, i dont see any reason for me to choose you. i know how you felt after i was not on your side but you must understand my situation too. lastly you've blocked me from facebook and didnt even want to talk to me anymore :') . thanks for this 10years of friendship which had gone down the drain .
it was an unexpected thing i've did to u this evening , i'm sorry for ive done. i'm just totally pissed off with you, for all the patience i had been through ever since you entered in my life and became one of my girlfriends, i appreaciate the friendship we had eversince ive entered in this ite life. i just cant accept the raising of your voice towards me, your ignorance. this is what you did to me. which i've totally lost my patience and shouted at you. however i know i shouldnt slap you in public although im angry i should have controlled it. i know its my fault and im sorry .
to boyfriend, i have been with you for almost half a year through. i've lost two friends for you. i dont put any blames to you somehow it was my fault too. but dear do you know how much i care for you ? in our r/s there's quarrel and conflicts but do you see how much im willing to change to you? i know you've been patience all along and i've been sacrificing my everything for you, my time, my school, my work, my friends & my family all for you. we've been through alot, i hope you could see all that infact i love you more than anything else. i love you bie :)