do you know how much i dislike her? I hate her not because i'm simply jealous you've been saying good things about her to me evnthough i've asked. I find that you're comparing. She cook, she's soft, she's not rebel. Do you know how i feel? I feel that i'm worthless. I'm hurt when you said this to me "do i think i'm being the best by doing evrything for you?" i'm just not perfect syahid.