Please lah durrah, MOVE ON! MOVE ON! MOVE ON! sampai bila nak macam nie? why do you need to stick with the guy that does not pay attention to you ? someone who doesnt treat you appropriately, someone who doesnt treat you special? come on la durrah, a years plus does not mean anything if he does not love you for who you are if he had treated you unfairly. you could build up this 1 year pluss r/s with any guy that truly love's you and treat you well. all you need is time. time to heal, time to move on. be strong and get over him . he had already admit to you that he does not want to treat you special because of your past, he admire other girl even when his with you the starting of your r/s . what more do you want ? he himself admit that whatever you do, your sacrifises he does not appreaciate it at all. is this the guy that you really love? even if you do love him, whatever for? you're just wasting your fvuking precious time.. throught the year you have been telling yourself to be patience but till when ? until he leave you for someone else is it ? by then you will be crying like a stupid girl over and over again. come on, he's not even worth it for you. kuat kan semangat. lupakan dia tak guna sayang orang yang tak hargai diri kita. insyallah boleh :). amin :)